some people made me cry

just now i texted a friend who knew i was sad came all the way from pavilion freezing in air con car together with the ice cream. asked me to go into the car, she and her friend sang birthday song to me with the ice cream! i was really moved and i cried.

what else can ask from a friend?
she's done beyond expectations to cheer me up.

thank you very much...
i just love u a little bit more...

birthdays are celebrative because the person's life has something worth celebrating about.
when nobody celebrate with the person, she's bound to think that nobody thinks there's anything worth celebrating about.

we shall see greater things!

limited edition 29pcs.

one of the prayers for each of the people below is that i pray that they will see greater things in whatever they do in 2009 as they believe in Jesus. i caught the vision from heaven and painted it to the tee shirt for them!


max-self-proclaimed superstar:

Discipleship cuties:
Trish dear:
Dance Team:

i've got a present....

birthday cake! =)
another huggable lovely! hehe...


yesterday i had to deal with bad customer service. it's been a long day from 10am to 4pm! that was annoying and frustrating. but then when i reach office, i've got present on my table! cheer me up. yeah! i wonder who?? or rather, the entire office was wondering who! hahaha...

eighteenofdecembertwozerozeroeight

this is what my colleague (Max) wanted to surprise me and yc by changing our desktop... too bad i lock my pc before i got out and then when yc saw hers. she laughed sooooo loud! hahah.....

thanks, max!!
you make my day!

Sharon - before. Sherr - after!

This is what i did in celebration of my 28th birthday! ehehe...

THE PROCESS
THIS IS THE GUY THAT CHOPPED OFF MY WAIST LENGTH LOCKS & COLORED IT BROWN
- KELVIN

he kinda look funny in this pix! hehe...



And i also decided to do something i've never done before
- went to sing karaoke! hahah...


tell u a joke!

my colleague ordered fish head noodle for lunch.
after she finish, i asked, "how? nice ah?"
she say, "not nice"
so i ask, "why not nice?"
she answered, "cos it smells of fish."

i was baffled - what smell would u expect from 'fish head noodle'??!!

Heavenly Gift at IOI Mall!

Dec 5-24, shoppers at IOI Mall gets a chance to bring a heavenly gift to the orphans and poor families living in Puchong. You can play a role too. go to our booth and pick a gift to send to them!

this is a sample of the hamper for the children pack.

u can also put in things for the homes! if you do not want to give money.
groceries like rice and noodles would be great!
free gift wrapping counter.

those 'leaves' are profiles of the children and poor families. pick one to send them a gift!

me and bee sean went to setup up the things and i think the fulfillment comes with just the opportunity of able to do something for our community. it's really tiring but i'm glad.
i feel like i'm doing three jobs at one time - eaglepoint, community at heart and 1a.m. dance production!! haahaha....

heavenly gift christmas production


an interesting weekend with samanthan kaan

mold the minds since young before they are caught by the world.
that was what i felt God spoke to me that gave me the peace to go to Samantha Kaan's 10th year old birthday sleepover at Cititel last Sun/Mon.

since it started with God wanting me to go, so i asked Him what does He want to share with Samantha?
the word love came.
there are different kinds of love
the head love - where it's just on the head like a hairclip but not in the heart, sometimes u yourself see it in the mirror but it's not really in the heart n many times they go unnoticed til u reach up and touched it n remember it's still there.
the band-aid love - there might come a time where you'll be hurt by someone that u love. but it's ok. it will heal.
the 2nd band-aid love - love can also be like a band-aid. it can heal hurts. you are so full of God's love that your love can heal those ppl that are hurting.
the true love - it's just like a seed. u need to get the soil, put water and slowly see it grow to bear fruits of love. too much water, it will die. too little water it will die. it needs to be watched out with time and care. true love only comes when time and effort are spent. it's not just a crush. just like your relationship with God. it will bear fruits when time are spent in prayer, in the word and in fellowship. what u sow will be what u bear. sow anger, reap anger. sow love, reap love.


random tots includes:
  • i've since discovered that she's really full of life and have such love.
  • me and nailin shared, we cried. nancy shared, samantha cried.that was the difference.
  • samantha comes outs with brilliant come back answers that amazes us.
  • she just discovered about skincare products the nite before. this morning when we wanted to wash apple, both the toilets were occupied. i jokingly say, let's rub it on our blouse. she look up at me, smiled brilliantly and say innocently, "we can use my cleanser" - i laughed soooooo hard... ahahahah
  • the first innocent question after spending more than 4 hours with her, she asked "What's your most embarassing moment?" - me and nailin n the mom was just surprised out of our shoes! hahaha
  • nancy said that samantha booked me since one year ago. i didnt understand and asked her to explain. she say that last year when samantha saw serena had her 10th yr birthday thing, she aldy told nancy that next year my birthday, i want to ask jiejie sharon! ahhaah... makes me walk taller!
  • she say she likes my smile. then she say she likes seeing me laugh. no wonder she told so many funny things!
  • we waited for nailin to come after ecfd. samantha was so impatient waiting to open her present box. so i told her be patient a little bit longer. u waited all morning, wait another hour and jiejie nailin will be here. she reply instantaneously, "no. i waited ten years for this." ahahhaha.... there is sooo much truth in it that i cant deny it's a correct answer. me and the mom look at each other and laughed and laughed.
  • while we were waiting, she asked, "mummy, can i jump on the bed?" her mom say can and started shooting her video. then i said, "nancy u should jump with her" and both mother and daughter started jumping on the bed!!! hahahaahaahah....
  • one time the family in the car was driving at the industrial area looking for a building that's a church but not really look like a church so everyone was on a lookout when samantha shouted that she saw it..... the building say "FOLLOW ME" - samantha's brilliant answer was the bible say Jesus say "come follow me and i will make you fishers of men" so FOLLOW ME must be a church!!!! ahahahahahahahahah
  • she's very affectionate and would randomly come and hug you, touch your hand. i had food poisoning for a few days d - she kept asking me how is my stomach, how am i, please eat my fish. 'you should have told me and i wouldn't have choose to eat sushi king so u can eat the food' - sooooooo affectionate! so sayang.
  • before the sisters leave the room, she will say 'let me hug of you before you go' - she literally hugged the sisters before the leave and hugged and kiss the father and told him she love him before he leave! and it's a normal thing for her to do that.
  • she talks a lot. she answered all the questions she ask me and nailin
  • i felt like the kaan sisters really have the mark of great destiny in the life young as they are. it's so obvious that the enemy makes extra effort to tempt to over to his side.
  • i chat with nailin till almost 3am - we talk to each other so often but we still got so much to catch up?
  • prayed for her when she sent me home.
see! i told u she's brilliant and so full of life! i was glad of the weekend and glad to get to know her better.

i think the ten year old turned me into ten year old too for the last two days. it's good to be able to rest and relieve my mind in this way.

word for the weekend:
Jeremiah 33:3, call to me and i will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.

support world vision

i support World Vision because....
living matters especially to those that are currently going through a bleak tunnel time. World Vision give more than hope, they give the children, the communities a way out... by showing they care about what's happening in their world. World Vision gives me a chance to plan a small part in this big plan of digging tunnels. i'm grateful for each moment of it.


http://apps.facebook.com/ourworldgives/
support World Vision in the competition so that they stand a chance to win the $50,000.
If World Vision wins, the money will provide mosquito nets to 2,500 families in Twachiyanda, Zambia.
http://blog.worldvision.com.my/

christmas rush...

this christmas, the rush is not on buying gifts or anticipating birthday but on...
- championing a station for puchong community to buy a gift for the orphans, refugee kids and poor family
- dancers retreat to plan for 2009 dance concert
- how to make birthdays more meaningful
- christmas production
- how office is supporting kids school holiday camp
- making my 2009 new planner - yeah!
- preparing for the special service with healing nature
- the new the point
- christmas with community@heart
- discipleship retreat in dec 26-29
- 2009 1a.m. Change Your World concept and theme
- how to run teens/yof better
- coordinating pc/kel wedding
- planning the best bridal shower for pc
- managing schedule for all the above on top of daily stuffs

mmm................. brain juice is squeeze and squeezed.
no complains because PC's list is even longer than mine!! hahaha...
last nite, i sleep at 3am, wake up at 4:30am, sleep at 6am, wake up at 9am.
now my eyes so painful....

grace of god

God say,
"That's my grace, Sharon. it's free. U don't need to work for it. You also don't need to pay it back even if you think you don't deserve it. it's free for you."

Do goodness of God just broke my harden heart i think. i wept on the way home thinking of those words.

PC say,
"U r a true disciple, worshipful dancer, efficient manager, caring sis, honest employee n leader, thotful friend, wonderful child of God, responsible daughter =)"

Kat say,
"you are not an embarrassing friend."

my primary ministry

five mins ago, i got an sms like this, "1 qtn 4 u... Why is dance yo primary ministry? I knw u cant answer by sms so i will ask again when i next see u"

i replied immediately, "I can tell u now. It's because in dancing, my entire body, mind, emotions n even my bones is at one time expressing worship to God! It's my version of giving it all to God. Dance is NOT my primary ministry. WORSHIP is my primary ministry. Dance is just currently the useful means"m

2009

in 2009, i want to make productions that not just scratch surface emotions
but touches people's inner heart and spur them to want to do something about it!


this is not a boast but a reminder to myself.

come and see.

Dance Practices

I was looking through my emails and read this story again. Thought it would help all working people to change the perspective of their work life??

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If you have ever gone through a toll booth, you know that your relationship to the person in the booth is not the most intimate you'll ever have. It is one of life's frequent non- encounters: You hand over some money; you might get change; you drive off. I have been through every one of the 17 toll booths on the Oakland-San Francisco Bay Bridge on thousands of occasions, and never had an exchange worth remembering with anybody.

Late one morning in 1984, headed for lunch in San Francisco, I drove toward one of the booths, I heard loud music. It sounded like a party, or a Michael Jackson concert. I looked around. No other cars with their windows open. No sound trucks. I looked at the toll booth. Inside it, the man was dancing.

"What are you doing?" I asked. "I'm having a party," he said. "What about the rest of these people?" I looked over at other booths; nothing moving there. "They're not invited."

I had a dozen other questions for him, but somebody in a big hurry to get somewhere started punching his horn behind me and I drove off. But I made a note to myself: Find this guy again. There's something in his eye that says there's magic in his toll booth.

Months later I did find him again, still with the loud music, still having a party. Again I asked, "What are you doing?" He said, "I remember you from the last time. I'm still dancing. I'm having the same party." I said, "Look. What about the rest of the people ...." He said. "Stop. What do those look like to you?" He pointed down the row of toll booths. "They look like ... toll booths." "Nooooo imagination!" I said, "Okay, I give up. What do they look like to you?" He said, "Vertical coffins." "What are you talking about?" "I can prove it. At 8:30 every morning, live people get in. Then they die for eight hours. At 4:30, like Lazarus from the dead, they reemerge and go home. For eight hours, brain is on hold, dead on the job. Going through the motions."

I was amazed. This guy had developed a philosophy, a mythology about his job. I could not help asking the next question: "Why is it different for you? You're having a good time." He looked at me. "I knew you were going to ask that," he said. "I'm going to be a dancer someday." He pointed to the administration building. "My bosses are in there, and they're paying for my training."

Sixteen people dead on the job, and the seventeenth, in precisely the same situation, figures out a way to live. That man was having a party where you and I would probably not last three days. The boredom!

He and I did have lunch later, and he said, "I don't understand why anybody would think my job is boring. I have a corner office, glass on all sides. I can see the Golden Gate, San Francisco, the Berkeley hills; half the Western world vacations here ... and I just stroll in every day and practice dancing."

- Dr. Charles Garfield

i miss it....




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1a.m. Dance Team's History:

You wont believe this, but 2009 will be 1a.m. 10th year anniversary! nailin, let's throw a bash! hahaha...

2008

Welcome to the Family
"Stand by Me"
October 25 & 26

Urban Groove Street Festival @ Taipan
"Stand by Me"
(Vitz won the popping battle!!)
October 5

Grace Assembly "To God Be The Glory" event
August 16


Project Dance Hong Kong - July 25-27

"Imagine Me" - Campus Weekend @ ECFD - May 4


"Imagine Me" - Easter
Mar 29-30 - ECF Penang
- Mar 22-23 - ECF Puchong

"Break Free" & "Who Am I"
Jan 13 at Pack the Floor 24


2007
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"Who Am I" (Sharon's testimony)
Conversations with Cathryn - Dec


"Mask" together with the drama team at Dive In 07 Campus Camp Aug 31 - Sep 2.
This production had been real and really showed the people the reality of wearing a mask in t
heir lives...

"Break Free Production" Dive In 07 Campus Camp Aug 31 - Sep 2.

"Who Am I" ECF Easter Weekend 7-8

"The Anthem & Dive In" Sold Out Launch Apr 28-29 (ECF & KDU)

2006

"Jesus Is The Reason For The Season - Redo" ECF

CDFM, Genting, July 10-14:

by CDFM, "Who's In The House" & "Great Day"
by 1a.m., "More2Life+Always and Forever"

(above) "We're All In This Together" ECF WTTF Jun 24 & 25

"Miracles Happen" ECF Father's Days (kids) Jun 18
"Always and Forever" SEA Boys Brigade Concert Jun 6
"Miracles Happen" SK Seri Setia (kids) May 12
"More2Life+Always and Forever" Easter Wkd (3 services) April 15 & 16

"More2Life+Always and Forever" Campus Day April 8

2005
Christmas Medley on the Characteristics of God December 2005

"Shackles (Praise You) " 1a.m. Academy Nite, July 2005 & 1Day, Aug 6

"Reflector" March 2005

2004

"Merry Christmas, Happy Holiday" December 2004

"Wonder Why" November 2004 - at church and at Amcorp Mall

"All About You" Welcome to the Family 2004

"Who’s In The House " SNL Opening March 2004

2003
"I‘ve Got A Ticket (J-Train)" December 2003
"Jesus Is The Reason " December 2003

Stoopid Cupid: "Oops! I Did It Again!" February 2003


2002
"Joyful, Joyful" (Christmas Together) Christmas 2002

"Your Love Is Beautiful " Dream Malaysia, Nov 2002

"Great God " Open House July 2002 – Change Lives

"Joy To The World" – 2nd Time? Christmas 200?

The Rock:
"Winter Wonderland " December 2000
"Joy To The World " December 2000
"Joyful, Joyful " Christmas 2000
"See Ya" October 2000

"Oops! I Did It Again " September 2000

"Who’s In The House " July 2000

"Love Don’t Cost A Thing"
Glow in dark dance/Shrek??
"Let’s Get Loud"

Jam Nite: 13 Aug 1999

"Seven Ways To Praise The Lord"

"Friends In High Places"

APEC 08 is over...

it came and went so fast that i didnt have time to even think about it and now i'm back to my office.

humbly i say that i was not stressed about it.
in fact, i feel really alive about it.
it was tiring but i was alive.
i like being able to 'solve' the queries that came to my table.
it was like a challenge for myself and each time i'm able to come up with the answers, i feel like a great accomplishment. even if it was just a small thing. i felt useful.

yesterday, i watched 'devil wears prada' and as i was looking at anna hathaway, in the movie, able to understand the boss and able to do what the boss demanded, i felt like that was how i felt for the past 3 days. it was tiring but it was like i feel useful and not 'stupid.' i'm not bragging about myself but i know that it's god's grace that ENABLED me. i could still smile and take on more because i know that it's all god's business and god's people and god's conference and god's brought them all here... well, he must have a blueprint for all of it.

i just hope that i made Him proud.

honor's reward

when i felt i had a word from God and spurred the team to go to hong kong, i thought it was worth it since each of us were so blessed and we received so much and we had such a good time that i thought it was already more than enough as a reward.

last nite at leadership retreat, pastor set the night to honor the leaders and he started with the first person that he wants to honor and it would be a suprise to the person. then he called me out!

i was really surprised. i didnt know.
i didnt expected it because i thought the honor was to those who led in lg and progressed so i'm definitely not in it because i dont lead life group! hahhaa...

he started to share about how i was a good help in the office and managing everything and serving them. he then mentioned about how, in faith, i spurred the dance team to the next level in the productions and even bringing the team to hong kong and seeing the team coming to different levels.

later, pastor shawn took the mic and he also honored a few ppl from the ecfd team and the last person he honored was nailin. he shared about how nailin stretched herself so much this year and each obstacle, each streetching time, she took the challenged and did not give up or quit. this had been her most-stretched-year and she did not quit.

i was thinkin to myself this morning. there were only two dance leaders in the midst and both of us were honored partly because of how we brought the team to the next level and to hong kong. the honor's reward did not end in hong kong but to those who believe in God, trusted Him, obeyed Him, it is still remembered in God's mind. i was tremendously encouraged.

how is it possible that i ran for the past 9 months and not come to discouragements at times?
i was going through a season where i shared with PC, i felt everything that i did seem to be wrong. wrong thing to do. wrong timing to do it. wrong place to do it. i was so beating myself up and so wanted to do less so do less wrong thing.

last nite's honor was a big encouragements to me. i am spurred so i can spurred others on in this new year coming. the race has not ended. my time is not up yet.

on top of that, there was a conspiracy going on since the first mornin i arrived.
throughout the two and a half days, i kept receiving surprises and notes and encouragements - which i suspect is from my d-gals! hahah... from macdonald's breakfast (which i really like), to cards, notes, box of sweets, sour stick, kit kat, lunches and dinners brought to me... hahah..... i was treated by angels... thanks to each of you!

2009 PLAN:
THERE'S GONNA BE A GREATER MANIFESTATION OF GOD'S PRESENCE.
GREATER THINGS HAD YET TO BE DONE...

God ask... i answered..."speechless"

i was counting my income and comparing it with my expenses... thinking to myself, how am i doing financially...

then I felt like the Holy Spirit came and look over my shoulders at what I'm writing and dropped me a question, "Sharon, what is it that you think I cannot provide for you?"

Before i open my mouth to say anything, God showed me a few things in the bible:
i. if it's about paying taxes, He can make the fish vomit coins to pay for it.
ii. if it's about not having enough to eat, He can multiply food more than enough to feed 4,000 or 5,000. He can make endless food buffets.
iii. if it's about having nothing to eat, He can make manna drop from sky, quail flying in for meat.
iv. if it's about getting back from what ppl took/owe/cheated from you, He can convict people like Matthew (tax collector) to return all that He'd cheated and four times!
v. if it's about having the 'desires of your heart' beyond the basic, He gave Solomon so much, made him the richest man ever - more than he's got enough places to spend those money.

the last but the best answer is this
(before i could even 'but...but..but...God...) He revealed...
if i'm still not convinced, He can make water turn into fish! He can make provision out of NOTHINGNESS! just like how He did when He told Peter to put the net into the other side of the boat. the fishes didn't come out of hiding but they were CREATED on the spot FOR PETER and the fishermen!

then, God asked me again, "Sharon, so now that i've reminded you on what I've proven I can do, tell me, what is it you think I cannot provide for you? Which expenses that you were fretting about?"
i answered - speechless. (I've nothing that I can say in answer to that question. my heart is convicted.
giving offering and tithe is not a chore or an 'expense' - it's an 'investment'.)

There were times we share like this - "give to God today and see if He will not bless you tomoro!"

but today,
God said to me, "Sharon, the test of faith was never about whether I can provide for you or not, the test of faith was whether you will give to me out of what you have even when you only SEE what you have."

Straightaway I went to YC's table, took an offering envelope and put in the money due to God.

My faith now is not in what I have or what I need or want, but in God to BELIEVE that HE CAN provide for me any way He chooses too - through fishes, quail, or even provision that DROP FROM THE SKY!

Better please HIM than please myself. I can't make money drop from sky but God can! hehehe....

nailin showing off

just for your enjoyment.
this video is about nailin showing off
- not her basketball skills but her basketball SHOES!
ahhahaha..
she just got the shoes the night before and she so wanted to test it out.
we passed by these two boys playing and she went and borrow the balls.
here we are, taking her pictures and all like paparazzi! hahaha..

enjoy some "christian" jokes...



Everything I need to know about life, I learned from Noah's Ark
One : Don't miss the boat.
Two : Remember that we are all in the same boat.
Three : Plan ahead. It wasn't raining when Noah built the Ark.
Four : Stay fit. When you're 600 years old, someone may ask you to do something really big.
Five: Don't listen to critics; just get on with the job that needs to be done.
Six: Build your future on high ground.
Seven : For safety's sake, travel in pairs.
Eight : Speed isn't always an advantage. The snails were on board with the cheetahs.
Nine : When you're stressed, float a while.
Ten : Remember, the Ark was built by amateurs; the Titanic by professionals.
Eleven : No matter the storm, when you are with God, there's always a rainbow waiting.










this one i like! heheh...

Guess who sent me this email? (long time ago)
answer: My Pastor! hahaha...