20-sep-2014

Life at 33 going to 34...
Had a great fday of fun at a Jewellery making class... Then had a good dinner with mom n yc n David of course...
Took an emotional downturn suddenly.... Is it period coming? Why so emo?

I feel like I'm stuck in a position where life is moving pass me n I am not living or taking time to do what I want to do ... Standing where I am when the world just swirled past me n age is catching up and I'm still here. 

It's nothing to blame anyone... Just blame myself... What have I done with my life? Is it just about working, getting married, have kids, gets old and then die? If I wanna do what I like or wanna learn new things just for the educational purposes of it, am I being selfish to want my way...?

Or should I just shut my mind up, not think about it, and live day by day ignoring others n just work, go home and that's all there is to it?

March 16 anniversary!


March 16 marks our one year anniversary since we first start dating. Wow! What a year it had been! So much has changed and so much to change. Life is indeed different now as it was one year ago. I wouldn't have thought of today would be like today a year ago. 

Visiting Kingdom City Church

Wow. I stepped in without any expectations n also I just woke up... But right at praise n worship God touches my heart n breaks my hardened heart. God is still so good!


Count the cost but not fix a price ... In following Christ. 
COMMITMENT. The most challenging word in the church. 

John 6:53-56... Eat my flesh n drink my blood..
John 6:60.. This is very hard to understand... 
John 6:66-69... Turned n deserted him..

I don't want u to just believe in me with ur head but in complete abandonment ... I want your nourishment to come fr me.. Look at me as though I'm your food... Not just intellectual but 100% of me... Food u know not of...

Daily food. He's got something new for u everyday.. R u hungry for him daily?

Haggling attitude about always getting the best price.. 
Do we haggle on the price to pay to be a disciple..?

 ... I want Jesus but I'm not sure I want to pay the full price.... It's gonna require u to read the word of god n go to church... 

We devalue things n belittle things 

... the more we pay the more we regard it... We put a value on it depending on how much we've paid..