You know what real love is?

just came back from the cantonese movie nite.
this time we were showing "Love is..." "真的恋爱了"

there was loss of love one,
there was unable to let go of the one who do not love us,
there was anticipation of first love,
there was unsure of how to love,
there was fear of being alone,
there was fear of not loved,
there was old love that we did not let go,
there was old love that we did not remember we loved...

the one that touched me the most is the old lady.
she cry as she hold the ashes of her husband, missing him tremendously, not feel strong enough to let him go...
she reminds me of my granny. i really misses her so much. i felt like the old lady when she went to be with the Lord a few years back. i remember i too was hugging myself in bed and crying so much cos i miss her...

when candy pointed out that her painting are feathers and she wants to tell the old lady to know how much God loves her and never leaves her.... i also almost teared...

wind had always been a reminder of God is near to me. everytime when i needed assurance, when i cry in sadness or down crushed, the wind always come to remind me God is with me.
just like how i felt, wind (in the form of feathers flying down at them) came at the end for each of them to remind them of God's love embracing them to grace them through.

although the story is simple, but i felt so ministered. i'm sure the ppl that made the movie put in a lot more than effort and skill.... they put in their prayers.

if are in any of the scenario mentioned above, you need to know that God loves you. if you can find God's love, you'll be secure in His love and not put your security in your love, your boyfriend's love, your family's love... but God's love will enable you love them instead...

on the side note, i really thanked God for media evangelism. i want to reach artistes but they have reached the artistes... some of the casts in the movie are well-known hong kong series actors and actresses. the one that amazes me is kong wah. from being the 'tong chang' in journey to west (buddhist legendary story) to now being a christian testifying about God's love... i don't know who are the ones reaching the artistes - the church there i guess - but they are already making a difference in the artistes world. what... can... i... do...??