The Second Last Farewell

My eyes is so tired of crying .. Every service also can't help it n cry. Chrystin say I should sing the song but can't sing lah.. Start first line aldy I choking with tears...

I cry hard when pastor say, "it's one of the saddest day in my life when Sharon decided to move on from church.."

Closing a chapter

My farewell speech for service later at Five. Just now as I listen to "we will keep our eyes on You.. A mighty fortress is out God, a sacred refuge is ur name.." in the shower, I cried out to God again. I really "ng seh tak" to say farewell. But I know if God did not pave this way, i won't be where I am today. My hands were shaking, tears flowing as I wrote this speech n preparing myself to face the church later. There is no regret in serving in the past ten years, my only regret is that I cant serve more and make it a twenty years or thirty years more...

2 Chronicles 20:17, do not be afraid, do not be discouraged, go out and face them tomoro and the Lord will be with you.

Having a moment..

Just walked out of church office for the last time as a staff.

Sitting in my car now, I'm having a moment where I felt my world stopped for a moment of memories but the world still revolves in a routine.

I can no longer introduce myself as Sharon from Eaglepoint or from church n ppl can identify. My identity has changed. I'm just Sharon.

God, thank you for the past ten years of covering and blessing and faith and hope u invested into my life. Can't trade it for anything else with the same worth. You will always be my God.

King Solomon

Bathsheba's first son died after born. She should know that God told David He's gonna take the child. Instead of getting bitter with God, she must have repented and raised Solomon to fear God. Preparing his heart to be the greatest king in history.

Parenting is really important. Teaching the fear of God, the journey of repentance and forgiveness.

Melissa Chens

Won a free facial voucher from this new brand in the market so decided to go and try it today! I didn't know the road changed so much n I had to drive all the way to the toll n then u-turn so I was late for half an hour!

My first impression...
I was served by the "Technical Manager". It was scary. She reminded me of my disciplinary teacher in high school. Hahha... Not very friendly n answering the profile card felt like my report card assessment. I had a feeling that she can "fail" me. Hahah... When she ask me if I've any phobia, I was on the verge of saying "you".

But the facial was good. The girl that served me look young but her touch is not bad at all.

Overall thought as I leave was that I won't return for the fear of fear itself. Facial is supposedly a relaxing n enjoyment n I can do without the little stress of meeting someone so serious. :)

New office

Setting up new office is really a lot of work!

Parable of the talent

For the kingdom of heaven is like a man traveling to a far country, who called his own servants and delivered his goods to them. And to one he gave five talents, to another two, and to another one, to each according to his own ability; and immediately he went on a journey. Then he who had received the five talents went and traded with them, and made another five talents. And likewise he who had received two gained two more also. But he who had received one went and dug in the ground, and hid his lords money. After a long time the lord of those servants came and settled accounts with them. So he who had received five talents came and brought five other talents, saying, Lord, you delivered to me five talents; look, I have gained five more talents besides them. His lord said to him, Well done, good and faithful servant; you were faithful over a few things, I will make you ruler over many things. Enter into the joy of your lord. He also who had received two talents came and said, Lord, you delivered to me two talents; look, I have gained two more talents besides them. His lord said to him, Well done, good and faithful servant; you have been faithful over a few things, I will make you ruler over many things. Enter into the joy of your lord. Then he who had received the one talent came and said, Lord, I knew you to be a hard man, reaping where you have not sown, and gathering where you have not scattered seed. And I was afraid, and went and hid your talent in the ground. Look, there you have what is yours. But his lord answered and said to him, You wicked and lazy servant, you knew that I reap where I have not sown, and gather where I have not scattered seed. So you ought to have deposited my money with the bankers, and at my coming I would have received back my own with interest. So take the talent from him, and give it to him who has ten talents. For to everyone who has, more will be given, and he will have abundance; but from him who does not have, even what he has will be taken away. And cast the unprofitable servant into the outer darkness. There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. (Matthew 25:14-30 NKJV)

Whenever I read this parable I always think of myself as the one with the five talent n then became ten talents! Oh how prideful I can sometimes be.

..cos I've come to realized that I'm the one with the with the two talent n even after hardwork, I'm still only a four talent. I need to learn to b faithful with the little that I have n not strive to be the ten talent from one leap. It's build on.. From two to four to eight to sixteen n not thinking I'm a ten n when I didn't achieve a ten crushed myself n not accepting the four that I get from my investment. It is still the talent from god, still the grace of his for me!

Frogs are meant to leap with its strong thigh. Stop denying ur self by wanting to fly like a bird.