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Lord, what's before me?
will u go before me?
will u open the way for me or do i need to make a new way for others to follow?
why do i feel like i'm moving into something that nobody went before me?
where do i fit?
should i resign?
how will the open door be?
am i going to be travelling between here n t?
should i go to t? tryout for a year?
how do i settle the things at home?
should i let y follow me? what's your will for her?
how will the business be? will it be able to support me?
when do i need to leave? leave job? leave here? where to?
who will take over the the blanks if i leave?
will i get a chance to share gospel to lh, v, jc?
will i get a chance to give spiritual smacking to v? for giving stupid dumb blond answers? haha..
m i preparing myself well?m i honoring you? are you please with me?
Lord, are you going before me? are you leading me?
lord, i just want to honor you.
there are so many decisions to make, so many things to do, so many doubts to conquer, so many projects unfinished, so many many many side demanding my attn NOW yet so many uncertainties in my mind...
just tell me what is your will so i can go that direction and not miss what u have installed for me.
I JUST WANT TO HONOR YOU, LORD. Lead me in your righteousness. Make straight the way before so i will not stray not be lost.
Psalm 5:8, Lead me, O LORD, in your righteousness because of my enemies - make straight your way before me.
pastor say within everyone of us there is a seed of greatness.
m i walking in that direction of discovering it yet?
wow... as i uploaded the last post, i realised something.. haha..
majority of what i wrote had to do with dance one way or another... if you've not noticed, i tink it's obvious dance is my passion right... haha...
do join us if u like to dance..
12pm- adult
1:30pm - kids...
RM5 per class...
First Stop: ECF It was really messy.. hhaha... but we all have learnt to enjoy ourselves and not fret about the steps.. ahhaa..
we 'tried' to make funky hairstyles but then we ended up handsome and pretty of course... ahah... can't help it...
Nowadays, dance team getting more and more... wad's the word... hmm... 'improved'... we are arranging for makeup helper and also got our own hairstylist! hahah.... many thanks and MUAKS to Carolyn Lee & Sam Goh! u guys are the best! hehe... even the band borrow our hairstylist... ahah.. we were using so much hair spray that i think we contributed to the hole in the ozone layer.. haha...
Although there were tough times during practices - i screamed at them, some people got scolded, some got adjusted, people were late, the fear of this and that... but the the performance isnt the main thing.
the main thing is we always reconcile, encourage one another, celebrated Ina's birthday, eat together, shared lives, laugh at one another, kacau one another, carried one another's burden in the team and reach our friends...
we look so happy in the picture not cos we posed for it but because we are really happy dancing together and teaming together....right, guys? haha..
i'm really proud of this team. u guys are the best one accord dance team!
we are history makers on April 28th & 29th, 2007! We all made history.
I won't trade my team for another team. we are 'together-wan'. =)
Next Stop: KDUwe no longer care about the flow.. haha... just do it.. just do it...
even when the flow of dive in song was changed without prior notice.. we just play along saja... haha.. it was another good time for the team i guess. although the stage got shorter but wider, we were all cramped together and hard not to whack one another so we made a deal... even if we whack, we continue and apologise later... just don't whack back on stage! hahahaa....
about midnite the night before, i sms all the dancers that we should attend the sunday service cos there was no snl and Rachel Ong is really anointed and i'm sure it would be a good message. they were really faithful - even ina woke up early - and came for service. true enough, the message was good... when she took the pulpit i already feel the presence God was so strong i wanna cry liow... one thing really spoke to me was to be kind to ppl according to God's words. i've been trying to practice that ever since... good for the ppl around me... haha.. be kind to them...
anyway, i was so proud the dancers came because at least the service had some young ppl attending and we made ecf proud because of our presence.. hwakhwakhwakhwak....
then we left for lunch at KDU side of town - all wearing sold out t-shirt - and met up with Nai Lin. surprise celebrate Ina's bdae... since it's her bdae weekend, nobody got punished for being late on the performance day! hahah... grace n kindness for her!
i was telling the team that if ppl ask why we were all wearing same tee, please quickly invite them to the concert and true enuf these 2 guys came and ask... blur saw the 'dance' word at the back of some of our sold out tees that he inquired about the concert so i sponsored him a ticket to the concert - and he came! woo hooo!!
the rehearsal was good... and we prayed as a team and even spread out to lay hand on each of the chair in the hall praying for the person. that was good! worshipful dancers that are prayerful too!
then the breaking news: i left my jeans! hahaha... that was the anthem costume...
just the nite before, arlyne forgot hers and then i pulak do the same thing cos i left it at the chair in my room! haha.. good thing yc got extra - so i wore hers but then i had to belt it cos i too fat and can only zip up but cant buckle! hahha... good thing the t-shirt is long and cover way below the belt and not obvious! hahaha....
rber i said i gave a tix to b-boy blur during lunch... glad to make new friends and hope to see his faith grow. he's a good kid... i can call him that cos i'm like 10 yrs older than him! haha..
sometimes i'm just not sure what's the best way to do things.. i see potential in him, i see the passion in him, i see that God has a purpose for him to crossed our path in life... yet i dunno how to share all these without scaring him or making him misun that i'm pushing... balancing is sometimes the hardest journey...
so i prayed... i really pray for God to preserve him for His purpose and plan...
all in all, the Sold Out was successfully LAUNCHED and the team immediately flew off to New Zealand for their concerts at Christchurch n Auckland... although i was really sad cos i cant go with them yet my spirit is with them in faith and in blessings... i sent them to the airport, had burger king with them, sent them off in prayers for them to touch lives because the sold out is really a message of God and ..... (sing) i.... be...lieeeve..... hehe..
btw, i didnt open my copy of the sold out album. here's why...
since rain's concert in feb, i've been carrying an album in my bag with a note just in case i meet any artiste, i wanna give them a message from God. and from now on, i'll always carry a sold out album (until 1a.m. 3rd album) in my bag so that if ever God open door for me to catch wlh or jc or vw or she or wz or sw or al or md or any artiste, purposely or accidentally, i am ready to give them a message from God... i don't know when so i better be prepared than miss the chance. =)
if u too believe in 'His Call Your All' then do something about. make a difference in this lifetime.
All over the world, ppl are calling out for a saviour... (maybe the next post i'll share what are my insights in this issue.. hehe..watch superman return n u'll un... bye for now...)
God bless you! sharon be kind to u! haha..
