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Sometimes it's easier just tok to your leaders.
Had a chat with PC last nite. Sharing my struggle in striking a balance in all my thots, fiery passion and cool-headed passion and easily she answered me that only 'Controlled Fire' can make things work. Consuming fires can burn down things and injure people and cause destruction. but only Controlled Fire are put to used.
So i guess that should settle my balance part...
I mite be wrong but i associate the word passion to be like fire. Passion consumes a person like fire burning. Maybe dance is really my passion or maybe i just really really really just like to dance! Maybe it because of this reason, it tends to become my red button - once pressed, volcanic eruption and burn anyone that's around...... sigh...
on the other hand, i'm very excited!!
we are one of the chosen group to perform in the CDFM 6th International Creative Arts Conference in Genting this JULY! hehehe...
of course i feel honored and also on the other hand, i felt we took steps towards a greater dream than just church dancers. i hope the team will rise up to the occasion in their skills, practices and attitudes.
The open door for us, i've connected a way, whether this will become our stepping stone to the next level or not, depends on everyone's effort. But this season will also be my personal evaluation as to HOW to build this team and WHO to build this team with in the near future.
Building can be such a dread word. Anything that involves other people, can instantly become a difficult task! hehehe.... but most of all, i dread the people that are not responsible to their word. This kind of people, i kenot tahan! hehehe... on the other hand, i also think i'm too curt to label a person being 'irresponsible to their word' after one or two accounts where they didnt keep their word and then black list them! hehhehe...
so there's this 2 part of me trying to balance out my thoughts, plans, decisions and most of all, my word and my values.
yeah, i know, i sound confused. haha... that's how it is at times when i cant make a final standard. hmm... time to fast n pray....
It takes Fiery Passion to have a dream, starts a team, press myself on to a vision and pull everyone to go the next level.
It takes Cool-Headed Passion to still stay in the dream, continue building a team, pyscho myself to press on, and still can pull everyone to the next level..............without offending anyone at all.
Will it be possible? How long can I stay in placement? =)
