September Celebrations of Lives:

Pastor & Teresa's 11th Wedding Anniversary.
Mark & Carolyn's Anniversary too but not sure how many years =)
Birthdays: PC, Jit, Shawn.

I took the picture! haahaha...
As I'm looking at this picture, I was wondering, how many ppl have the honor of celebrating lives with the senior pastors, main leaders in the church?

I'm reflecting on how God had been gracious to me to bring me to such a placement, to be in the same 'party' as these spiritual giants in my life. wow... blowed my mind... from running away from home, this life had been picked up, turned, set on the path of God's will =)

when's your journey starting?


9|in

Btw, she's also a successful 'tic-king' mediator... =)

forgot to introduce samson into the picture. hehee...


















Cham muka ini! my partner in christ.
9|in, in 4 years time, we'll conquer the industry. come on, gal!! let's rise up rise up rise up!
i need a partner and i felt u really got the grace in this area!
consider in faith and not in head...
=)

u know what i really hate?

*the author had taken down this post due to the fearful response of some readers.
just in case they start having nitemares of the author!*

It's for your good that the author took it off!

absurd

I recently bought a notebook. What caught me was the front cover – ABSURD.

As I seek God, I felt my dreams gets more and more beyond me. Hahaha… that’s why this book caught me. I bought is so that I can write down all these absurd ideas or dreams God dropped into my non-absurd mind. To remind myself that this is the Gen 1:1 God I’m believing!

What’s filling the white pages? =) I’m not telling you!

absurd
1. inconsistent with reason or logic or common sense
2. Incongruous; inviting ridicule

Synonyms: ridiculous, idiotic, laughable, nonsensical, preposterous, ludicrous


cows can fly
grass is blue
winter is hot
fire is cool
dogs can talk.
boys love pink
orange spotted zebras
square tyres

i love you, lord

It’s where you raise me up each time I fall
It’s where you lift me up each time I call you name…
I love you, I need you

As I was standing there at the front row during worship on Sunday morning, tears welled up and started flowing down.

When I was in my early teens, knowing God filled my heart and saving me from all the nightmares of day and nites, I sang I love you to Him.

When I was 18, going through the phase of searching for a life purpose and being confused, I sang I love to Him because I know he graced me through it all.

When I was 22, going through major turmoil in my family as I left home, as I deal with my home/family that’s on the verge of shattering into pieces, I anchor my heart and cries in the gentle covering of God.
I cried out the words I love you to Him because he showed me the vision like a small girl, I climbed into His gentle embrace that’s like the bud of a flower and His petals is covering me and it’s a secret place I can go for rest and protection.

Last year, during 1Day, as I sat in the worship, I couldn’t even sing a single word as I wrestle with God, wanting my way in this life and not seeing Him giving it to me. I left the service, hardening my heart.

Last Sunday, as I stood there, singing those words again, I began to remember all those years He brought me through and once again it strengthen my waiting for His will to be fulfill in my life. I wrestle with Him because I’m now 26 and still not sure what I’m supposedly to be doing.

There was once, on July 24, 2005, Pastor Tim prophesied over me saying that ‘by 30 (yrs old), I’ll just see God’s open doors and great things. Now, molding time.’

I cried because all these while I wrestle with Him wanting my way and insisted He open doors for me now, and not when I’m 30, I suddenly see the immaturity of it all. I see a child stomping her feet, crying out for something I can’t have.

I cried harder then because I know it’s my own unwillingness to let God mold that took Him thirty years to mold me to the right Sharon to be able to take on the open doors and great things. I am hindering God from letting me have what I wanted. That’s the irony of it.

I am just not ready until then. Even if He opens the doors now, deep down, I know I’m only partial ready to take on the world. I cry as I see my myself hindering God’s work in my life these last few years as I wanted my way, my time, my preferences, my comfort zones, my self.
Yes, there were many times I did sacrifice in certain areas to allow God’s workings but those times were few and meagre. It’s so few that this process of molding needs to take thirty years!

I’m so encouraged by Ps Ben’s message and so glad Holy Spirit made me stay for the service.

Matt 8:10, when Jesus heard this, He was astonished and said to those following Him, “I tell you the truth, I have not found anyone in Israel with such great faith.

Mark 6:6, And He was amazed at their lack of faith.

What do you invoke in God? Your Great Faith or your Lack of Faith?
Or you’re just being so ‘where-you-are’ that you don’t even catches God’s attention?

If you are reading my blog, I want to tell you please don’t walk in my footsteps, for your own sake, don’t struggle with God’s working in your life.

When life throw you into a storm, let your great faith hang on to God amazed even Him!

My Prophesies - Hold on to it!!

2 Peter 1,
19, and we have the word of the prophets made more certain, and you will do well to pay attention to it, as to a light shining in a dark place, until the day dawns and the morning star rises in your hearts.
20, Above all, you must understand that no prophecy of Scripture came about by the prophet’s own interpretation.
21, For prophecy never had its origin in the will of man, but men spoke from God as they were carried along by the Holy Spirit.

**Side Note: I think 2006 weren't so many prophecies bcos this year, God spoke to me personally and i hear Him easier and therefore, I've got my own faith strengthen and not depending on the next prophet to come and whack dullness off my head...


Pastor Timothy, 7 Oct 2006
You're called for great things! Formation of dreams.

Charlene Liang, 1 Nov 2005
Jonah – prophesying and tearing down enemies… don’t run away like Jonah

Pastor Cathryn, 22 Oct 2005
Like Peter walking on water, there’s wind and waves, shouting for help inside + doubt + falling – as long as I keep my eyes on Jesus, I walk alrite. But when I don’t, I began the phase of confusion and doubt.

Pastor Tim, 24 July 2005 (Rock Leaders Fellowship)
By 30,I’ll just see God’s open doors and great things. Now. Molding time.

Rock Leaders’ Meeting @ Kel’s House, 23 Jan 2005
Steven
: like fishermen throwing nets – just do it when God says!
Kelvin: Dove + Great exploits (Daniel 11:32b). The Spirif of the Lord is upon you and you shall do great exploits for Him

Pastor Cathryn, 12 Oct 2004
Ability to impact and believe in the vision.
Tho I might not be able to speak to the whole group, but able to impact well to the first level therefore can still pass down stronger.

Pastor Cathryn, 5 Oct 2004
You are like a piece of jigsaw puzzle. Unique in a way you can’t fit into any other space except the one space meant for you.
God has made u/shaped you just to fit that space – don’t need to think you need to be this / that or this person / that person for you are like that piece of puzzle that can only fit in there.

Steven Teoh, 28 July 2004,
“But because my servant Caleb has a different spirit and follows me wholeheartedly, I will bring him into the land he went to, and his descendents will inherit it.
Well, as I was praying for you and asking God for a word this morning, the phrase “different spirit” came to my mind. I must say God has done a wonderful work in u. and with all…the challenges you are facing now – having not like-minded disciples, physical, work stress, etc – he is faithful to provide you grace to over all.

Sharon, you must learn to be like caleb, having a different spirit to see God’s promises coming to past in your life. At the end, itz not merely about us but people Gods is putting around us. Just like Caleb’s descendents, your people will ineherit God’s promises when you persevere with a different spirit :p

Alicia Lim, 21 May 2004
Hey, when you talked about being in a storm, I saw a pic. Den today I saw again as I was praying 4u.

You know the sea coast usually got pier/jetty? Well, you were in a sea of storm. All around you it is trashing. You are facing away from the edge of the jetty, walking away from danger, walking away from the end of the pier where if you take a step in the wrong direction it means certain death la. And you can’t see the edge of the pier cos the storm covers even the whole pier.

Anyway, as you face away from danger, the storm that was around you totally starts to recede at your feet, revealing the pier. Only this pier is not made of wood. This pier is made of stones and rocks.

And there is a light shining from the direction you are facing, breaking through the storm to slowly reveal, not all, but like halfway of the pier so far. Only a narrow part of the pier is flat for you to walk safely, the rest is sloping and slippery but its ok, cos the light that is shining lights your path. And you are not being blown about by any wind, so long as you keep your eyes on the lighted path, it’s no problem 4u to wlak on and get to safety.

However, there is wind around you, affecting the sloping parts very badly, pulling out everything as you are about to walk past. And this is the tricky part. It’s easy to walk on the lighted path, but the things being pulled out is causing a distraction. So if you are distracted, you slip. And if you want to watch without slipping, you have to stop walking.

Ps Julius Fabregas, 28 Dec 2003,
my daughter, you’re an intercessor, you’re an intercessor and there’s going to be just new insights and even prophetic intercessions. You’re gonna see prophetic intercessions as opening doors for evangelism, breaking down walls and barriers of even cultural things. And even as you pray, you’ll gonna see doors open, the harvest is gonnab the coming in.

you’re gonna see my kingdom advancing ever so powerfully. You’re going to see visions of angesl angelic forces, just penetrating and just breaking down age-old foundations and walls and strongholds. You’re going to see the angels and My forces even as you’re praying; you’re going to see them released even over places, over cities, even in this place, over campuses, over businesses, you’re gonna see it. You’re going to be praying for places and you’re gonna see My forces taking over, and advancing My kingdom; even as the kingdom advances, you’re gonna see a harvest of soul.

I want you to know My daughter, that I am the One that is orchestrating everything. And you’ve been faithful to My call, and I’m the One preparing it and at the right time, I will be One orchestrating it and I;m the One preparing it, and at the right time, I will be the One to move and I will be the One to bring things together. My daughter, I know every detail about your life and I am well-pleased. I am well-pleased with you. My desire is to bless u.

Ps Neil Bernardino, July 2002,
learn to sit at His feet and worship Him. The Lord is calling you into a deeper relationship with Him. He’s so proud of you, He wants to show you more of His secrets.

I’m going to anoint you as you listen to me. I’m just going to anoint you with a prophetic anointing. The prophetic anointing would be strong in u. the prophetic flow would be strong in you. You would speak words of life, words of encouragement, strengthening and comfort to people says the Lord, you would be able to build people up, you will be able to build the church up. And this anointing would become stronger and stronger and stronger in your life.

there’s gonna be a powerful declaration that what you speak shall be done. You’re gonna grow in this gifting.

I will reward you with greater responsibilities. I’ve seen your faithfulness and I’m proud of you. You bring joy to me and I’m pleased with you.

aside from the prophetic anointing, I’ve placed, there’s a grace just to take care of people, there’s a grace, to meet the ends of people and there’s a grace to just (you’re not gonna be a pastor) but there’s a pastoral grace upon you that’s gonna began to come forth, you’re gonna see it become more clear to you in the coming days.