20-sep-2014

Life at 33 going to 34...
Had a great fday of fun at a Jewellery making class... Then had a good dinner with mom n yc n David of course...
Took an emotional downturn suddenly.... Is it period coming? Why so emo?

I feel like I'm stuck in a position where life is moving pass me n I am not living or taking time to do what I want to do ... Standing where I am when the world just swirled past me n age is catching up and I'm still here. 

It's nothing to blame anyone... Just blame myself... What have I done with my life? Is it just about working, getting married, have kids, gets old and then die? If I wanna do what I like or wanna learn new things just for the educational purposes of it, am I being selfish to want my way...?

Or should I just shut my mind up, not think about it, and live day by day ignoring others n just work, go home and that's all there is to it?