why am i so easily defeated?
나는 왜 이렇게 쉽 격파되는가?
为什么我那么容易地被击败?
i don't want!
나는 원하지 않는다!
我不要!
don't give up.
위로 주지 말라.
不要放弃
don't give in.
안으로 주지 말라.
不要给
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What kind of a 2007?
What kind of a year i want to see?
What am i contending for?
A life like everybody else? Insignificant and common like a grain in a sack of rice?
How to be fruitful and fulfilling and live a life that touches lives and not just leaving muddy tracks but footprints???
Do you ever think like this? What are YOU contending for? or Do u even contend for a significant lifetime?
What am i contending for?
A life like everybody else? Insignificant and common like a grain in a sack of rice?
How to be fruitful and fulfilling and live a life that touches lives and not just leaving muddy tracks but footprints???
Do you ever think like this? What are YOU contending for? or Do u even contend for a significant lifetime?
Believe that you have the destiny,
the innate ability,
to become all you expect in life.
You may be going through some difficult time,
wondering about how things will turn out.
Find the meaning of life's struggles and accomplishments.
Don't put away the dreams inside you.
Be hopeful and determine to make yourself exactly what you want to be.
Believe in yourself...
Nothing is beyond your reach!
Believe in yourself.
Do what you love.
Follow your dreams.
Give your best each and every day.
Laugh at yourself.
Love and be loved.
Make new friends.
Stand up for truth.
Understand more, judge less.
Embrace each moment with enthusiasm.
Reach for the stars.
the innate ability,
to become all you expect in life.
You may be going through some difficult time,
wondering about how things will turn out.
Find the meaning of life's struggles and accomplishments.
Don't put away the dreams inside you.
Be hopeful and determine to make yourself exactly what you want to be.
Believe in yourself...
Nothing is beyond your reach!
Believe in yourself.
Do what you love.
Follow your dreams.
Give your best each and every day.
Laugh at yourself.
Love and be loved.
Make new friends.
Stand up for truth.
Understand more, judge less.
Embrace each moment with enthusiasm.
Reach for the stars.
Hotlink users!
Anyone using Hotlink can do me a favor?
join the rain's competition at maxis.com.my and if u win, give me the tickets?
hehhe..
Q1: june. Q2:-wook, Q3: i'm coming
thanks in advance!
xoxo
join the rain's competition at maxis.com.my and if u win, give me the tickets?
hehhe..
Q1: june. Q2:-wook, Q3: i'm coming
thanks in advance!
xoxo
Hillsong Conference!!
July, here i come!!! Yay!!!
I'm so excited to be planning to go to the conference this July 1-10 and then head off to Auckland to see my friends and cousins!!! from 10th - 17th!!!
take a break! take a break! yeah!!!
if you are planning to go too, let me know so we can have
group booking!=)
Only Child - No Child Play at all...
This year I'm 26 years old.
Maybe compared to a lot of people, I am considered ok? =/
But how many of u,
at 26yrs old already am taking up the burden of your family and
providing for your parents? Not many that i know.
Many that i know,
at 26, their parents gave them car, house or aprtments and
at the very least, their parents are not depending on them...
Do u know it's tiring to be the head in the family?
it's so tiring i wake up feeling like i slept underneath a big boulder and
sometimes there's not even room to breathe...
...juggling many hats, many decisions.
Every month, you have to be the one providing for the family,
the living expenses and think for the future of your family?
when u get bonus, it all goes to buy insurance for your parents
so that if anything happen to them,
you won't have to worry for their medical fees?
because u know u can't afford it.
Every month,
just the thot of trying to make ends meet
is enough to make tears come... but nope!
no pity-party allowed.
you need to continue to be strong cos the family depends on you!
as the only child,
u know if anything happen to you,
your parents have nothing at all left for them...
juggle it all...
But how many of u,
at 26yrs old already am taking up the burden of your family and
providing for your parents? Not many that i know.
Many that i know,
at 26, their parents gave them car, house or aprtments and
at the very least, their parents are not depending on them...
Do u know it's tiring to be the head in the family?
it's so tiring i wake up feeling like i slept underneath a big boulder and
sometimes there's not even room to breathe...
...juggling many hats, many decisions.
Every month, you have to be the one providing for the family,
the living expenses and think for the future of your family?
when u get bonus, it all goes to buy insurance for your parents
so that if anything happen to them,
you won't have to worry for their medical fees?
because u know u can't afford it.
Every month,
just the thot of trying to make ends meet
is enough to make tears come... but nope!
no pity-party allowed.
you need to continue to be strong cos the family depends on you!
as the only child,
u know if anything happen to you,
your parents have nothing at all left for them...
juggle it all...
This is my second time shifting. Buying an aprtment is really so much hassle. Do u know?The papers back and forth.
The money for each decision. It's not just the downpayment or the loan,
but the lawyer fees, additional fees on each thing, MRTA costs, initial fees,
deposit to management office to even start renovating,
renovation cost - doesn't cover paint or lights,
furniture costs, movers' cost, cleaners, boxes and many many other costs
unexpectedly pops up without budget... nobody tell u to budget for it.
Because of many parties involvements, delays happened.
There's fine to being late. Hence, penalty fees.
Because of late,
i have to stay a few more months at my current rented apt and
at the same time start paying installment for my new aprt.
Double the monthly accommodation costs.
How not to be broke, can u tell me?
who say u don't need a God in your life?I know i need Him. I can't survive this...
if He does not grace me.. i think i'll go crazy with all so many dead-end thots.
i probably won't see the light of hope of living if it's not because of God.
I would rather choose the easy way out...
...runaway and live in another country or something like that
so that i have not eye see for what's happening to my parents and
just send them money monthly and live my own life the way i want it to be...
...which would be hurt my parents and
be dishonored as the only child to my parents.
i know i always joke about going to sushi or chocolates when i'm stressed out- it's just a reason for me to excuse my presence from ppl just enough time to pull myself together...
when tears come against my will,
when i cant bear the burden anymore,
when i cant sleep at nite
because my mind can't stop trying to churn out decisions,
when i woke up at 3am
by the many things not yet done
making it yet another sleepless nite,
when i look around and panicked,
when i don't know what to do or what else can i do anymore,
when i missed the mark,
when i have to bear a mistake,
when i look around helplessly and
there were noone nearby,...
i thank God i can run into His secret place and
seek His comfort,
be totally cocooned in His embrace as He wraps protectively around me,
His shoulder to rest on for awhile, a break and
be strengthened before continuing on....
not just for my own life but even to be enabled to strengthen others....
...that is what i call grace.
it's not a i, me, my, mine life or world...
there are those that's depending on me as well...
i am responsible to show them the path to hope and comfort too.
if i do not draw from God,
an empty me will not be able to strengthen anyone.
"i just cant give up now. come too far from where i started from.
nobody told me the road would be easy and
i don't believe He's brought me this far to leave me..."
Sharon, u need to 加油!! 你不可以放弃!! Gan Ban Tei!
...did i manage to bring you the light of Hope?...
If you felt that I'd blessed you in any way, encouraged you or..... been a light of Hope to you - in your situations or dreams, please write to me at the comment to encourage me......
everyone needs encourage, especially timely ones....
thanks in advance for letting me know that I've been a blessing to you.
knowing this will surely touch my heart and
keep me going on no matter how many times i read this blog...
"Knowing you gives me a feeling of comfort that someone always cares,
someone who will share my thoughts - no matter how crazy it seems to be!"
To all of u that had written in the comments, my biggest thanks to you for encouraging me. I've read each post carefully many times and each time i read it, i felt so blessed to have hear from you and it encourages me to pick myself up and move and continue on... thank you from my heart.
everyone needs encourage, especially timely ones....
thanks in advance for letting me know that I've been a blessing to you.
knowing this will surely touch my heart and
keep me going on no matter how many times i read this blog...
"Knowing you gives me a feeling of comfort that someone always cares,
someone who will share my thoughts - no matter how crazy it seems to be!"
To all of u that had written in the comments, my biggest thanks to you for encouraging me. I've read each post carefully many times and each time i read it, i felt so blessed to have hear from you and it encourages me to pick myself up and move and continue on... thank you from my heart.
