Parable of the talent

For the kingdom of heaven is like a man traveling to a far country, who called his own servants and delivered his goods to them. And to one he gave five talents, to another two, and to another one, to each according to his own ability; and immediately he went on a journey. Then he who had received the five talents went and traded with them, and made another five talents. And likewise he who had received two gained two more also. But he who had received one went and dug in the ground, and hid his lords money. After a long time the lord of those servants came and settled accounts with them. So he who had received five talents came and brought five other talents, saying, Lord, you delivered to me five talents; look, I have gained five more talents besides them. His lord said to him, Well done, good and faithful servant; you were faithful over a few things, I will make you ruler over many things. Enter into the joy of your lord. He also who had received two talents came and said, Lord, you delivered to me two talents; look, I have gained two more talents besides them. His lord said to him, Well done, good and faithful servant; you have been faithful over a few things, I will make you ruler over many things. Enter into the joy of your lord. Then he who had received the one talent came and said, Lord, I knew you to be a hard man, reaping where you have not sown, and gathering where you have not scattered seed. And I was afraid, and went and hid your talent in the ground. Look, there you have what is yours. But his lord answered and said to him, You wicked and lazy servant, you knew that I reap where I have not sown, and gather where I have not scattered seed. So you ought to have deposited my money with the bankers, and at my coming I would have received back my own with interest. So take the talent from him, and give it to him who has ten talents. For to everyone who has, more will be given, and he will have abundance; but from him who does not have, even what he has will be taken away. And cast the unprofitable servant into the outer darkness. There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. (Matthew 25:14-30 NKJV)

Whenever I read this parable I always think of myself as the one with the five talent n then became ten talents! Oh how prideful I can sometimes be.

..cos I've come to realized that I'm the one with the with the two talent n even after hardwork, I'm still only a four talent. I need to learn to b faithful with the little that I have n not strive to be the ten talent from one leap. It's build on.. From two to four to eight to sixteen n not thinking I'm a ten n when I didn't achieve a ten crushed myself n not accepting the four that I get from my investment. It is still the talent from god, still the grace of his for me!

Frogs are meant to leap with its strong thigh. Stop denying ur self by wanting to fly like a bird.

Words

Many a times, one negative comments or critic is just likely straw that can break the camel's back full of good words accumulated over the years. Especially if the word came from the mouth of someone close. That is the way of women. Rejection playing evil at its best. Yet women are the easiest and usually fastest at giving their "commentary" and "critics"... The cycle of doing it and being done with.

It is the inside that God sees.. Not the exterior (prostitutes, Moabites ..) but the inside. The heart of the person. The intention of the person, the faith of the woman. God made the exterior. He made the women, Moabite or not. But the interior, we have to cultivate it ourselves.

Frogs vs Birds

Accept God's permission to be whom He made you to be. A frog can flap its little legs and never fly. Some of you have been flapping a long time - too long. Your heroes r birds; your mentors are birds. You think u should fly n feel guilty that u can't. Enough of this bird brained thinking. Be a frog!! It's ok to jump! You have some stiffish things beneath you, so get hopping!

Shrek the musical

Went to watch Shrek The Musical last Friday at KLCC. It's like how I expected but three songs n one scene was cut from the original I've seen online. Sigh... But I was glad still to be able to catch it as I've heard the album so many times that I can sing it from the beginning till the end!

Rising from the bed..

Read this from my devotion this afternoon,
A man once prayed, "Dear Lord, so far today, I've done all right. I haven't gossiped, haven't lost my temper, haven't been greedy, grumpy, nasty, selfish, over-indulgent, or told anyone to mind their own business and to stay out of mine. I'm really glad about that! But in a few minutes, God, I'm going to get out of bed, and from then on, I'm probably going to need a lot more help. Thank you, in Jesus' name. Amen."

It felt totally familiar. Following God is a choice I have to make every single moment, situation by situation. Willing myself to choose to pursue a life of holiness. From the moment I open my eyes n check my phone, "situations" start happening n I've to consciously make choices n self-control. Life is not a bed of roses. Like Renny says it, it's a bed of roses with its stem still attached!!

My last cheque as a full time staff

The start of a new journey is always difficult. But the end of a nine years walk is also difficult. Every morning I wake up, shower n come here, sit at this table, make coffee at this cup. Next week onwards, this won't b my usual routine anymore. I'm taking a one month break.

Next month onwards I will start as a part time PA to Pastor Tim as I develop a new event company with a new partner. Starting from zero just like the game: monopoly.

Sharon

Someone once gave me this fridge magnet n it is of course stuck at the door of my fridge.

Just now I was reading n I mean I don't think I'm defined sweet. Smart maybe. Although recently not so much. Friendly? Definitely. Ask those ppl that r my frens, not ask those that r not lah. Lastly, I dont really think that I'm loveable, at least not like pet kind of loveable?! Hhaha..